butterflies.

from the top of my head to the tip of my toes.

bloody sunday

the weekend is finally over and back to work i go.
less than two weeks til our wonderful journey to the twin cities!
i have never been so excited in my whole life to get out of this city
warped tour, shopping, boys in bands. yo.
hopefully it will stop raining on my days off so i can actually get a tan going on here!

anyways had a hilarious night with stacie. first cruise night of the summer and probably by far the best. nothing beats eiffel 65, lou bega and the darkness all in one night.
time for bed back to the fluorescent box of old home bright and early.

say the word

so really happy i was stuck at work and didn't go camping last night.
my brilliant friends forgot to put the top on their tent and it poured of course.
GOOD ONE
supposed to be heading out there tonight after work hopefully if it snot too big of a mess out there.
i really need to get going on this whole tan thing i am still white as a ghost!
either way i'm making my way to the beach tomorrow to soak up those rays
i have monday and tuesday off thank god because i am working wed-sun
it's going to be a hectic week/weekend so hear i go!

night owls

caught up in those endless thoughts again
restless and sleepless

maybe one day..
hoping the words will roll off my tongue
satisfaction is NOT common these days

feel the earth quake

summer has officially started.
countdown to warped tour is in full force.
school is closer and closer each day.

things are moving along quite nicely these days for a change.
the weather hasn't been so great but hopefully the sun will come out to visit more
now that its been in hiding for the past month or so.
the bugs are SO terrible, i couldn't be stress so anymore.
the city really needs to jump on fogging this place
or were all going to be a bunch of bumpy, itchy, complaining beasts.

anyways, for some reason i never though finding a vehicle would be this difficult!
it's been a couple months and so far nothing close to suitable, sigh.
keeping up the search is the only way i'm going to find anything though.
be persistent.

really looking forward to having a saturday off!
i am for sure going to take advantage of that & sleeping in/being hungover/ soaking up the rays by dani's pool.

simply sunday

i really need to get on the blogging but now that i have been working and the weather has been so nice it's almost impossible.
yesterday we had the most rain ive even see in my life, the roads were like lake,it was terrifying.
skate for cancer after party was probably the cherry on top of another weird and eventful weekend.
waking up to your smile makes my whole body tingle.
i love the pace of everything around me right now but i REALLY need to get on exercising.

feel your bones break

sunday, feels like another boring monday to me.
working all weekend every weekend is going to be the death of me.
especially going to bed at four thirty and having to be up at eight thirty. my body hates me.
exhausted but i only have today and tomorrow left. monday is time and a half so i'm not complaining.
i woke up to the sun shining and the smell after the rain, had a solid eight hours or more of sleep. good start to the day.

i'm trying to keep a positive mind but every day its hard not to think of how it would be different if you stepped and became the father that you should be. it's been probably almost three or four months now and you haven't budged. i will not falter and apologize for the mistakes you made.

anyways, so over drama. including getting showered by beers by crazy jealous bi polar guys who act like they bleed once a month. people need to use their heads once in awhile they'd be surprised of what miracles could happen. i'm stoked on you and i hope this won't make things difficult because i would never wish for that.
my gut has a good feeling and no girl can ever get enough butterflies.

one step at a time, one foot in front of the other

anywhere but here

save the drama for your mama. what an eventful weekend so far and there is still one day left! thank god i work today because if i didn't i think i would lose it. friday night lead to too many shots, friends in the hospital and a total of one hour of sleep. saturday was a beautiful day but due to my lack of sleep i spent most of it in bed.
some people need to grow up because they are going to lose everyone around them if they think that they don't owe anyone anything. stop running your mouth its only going to bite you in the ass in the end. karma is a bitch.
no such luck on a car yet, unfortunately. but the search isnt over yet. i would love to have one in time for summer but its all in good time.
ps. i have such a good feeling about you, i can't wait for things to unfold.

forget everything

i hate the way the mind works.
i hate remembering.
i hate believing.
i hate family.
i hate having faith.
all because of you.
here's to letting go of what i thought would be.

toonie tuesday

the honest truth.

the end

hangover free. saturday, major sleepy head. these lates nights are getting to me, hello zombielife.
junior chickens and chips for breakfast. finally the sun is out and shining. bring on the heat.
it's supposed to be warming up by the end of this week, fingers are crossed.
anyways its nap time, need to recharge for wispy's birthday tonight.
















wherever you go, go with all your heart.

center of attention

lack of money bites. lack of shifts lately is killing me.
i have so many things on my wish list to knock off.
it's almost summer and i need to add a splash of colour to my wardrobe, asap.
































































































anyways on another note it's friday finally. i have the worst possible shift today, 8-12.
not stoked. but after everything will be all good, full of smiles & strikes.
let's re-cap on the week..
+ staying up til seven in your bed
+ falling asleep with smiles on our faces
- waking up at eight and going home because captain kicked my ass
+ coming back over to breakfast and adtr
+ pizza and ranch with heebz, an over due hang out for us
+ looking forward to getting off work tonight to see you

next week work is picking up and i couldn't be more thrilled. bored and broke = brutal.
it's still pretty cold outside the sun needs to come out and stay.

i'm so heavy

aaaaaaaand a good afternoon, for sure should have a fast forward button right now. hello nine o'clock? somewhere round there. anyways today is katty's big 18. were all very thrilled for another interesting night spent at dylan's. never fails. i'm still in my pj's i should kick my ass into gear and get thisssssssss shit on the road. holla.

+ wicked WILD wednesdays
+ REVENGE OF THE CAPTAIN
+ late nights, good friends, clumsy times
+ slumber partyyyy mmmm

save your heart

tuesday! tomorrow is wednesday!
katty's birthday, little girl is finally all grown up like the rest of us.
dylans for dollar draft couldnt be anymore fitting.
i had the strangest breakfast today.. coffee, trix cereal jalapeno & dill chips with onion dip.
hittin all the food groups there.
short shiift today should go by fast, i'm stoked for the rest of the week and too see more of your cute face.

sleepy sunday

first all nighter since i was at least 14.
honestly don't know how i am alive right now.
today is going to consist of sleep, tea, pjs, smiles, junk food and movies.
thank god for days like these.