behind closed doors

why is that we hang onto the things we wish so strongly to let go of?
to float away like a balloon in the sky, higher and higher until the little spec that was left in the distance disappears. gone.
is it because we are afraid of forgetting? or afraid to come to face the way things really are?
reality. here and now.
it can eat you up inside and your thoughts are all suddenly caught up in this confusion
this patch of grey matter
why is it so hard for the mind to take in changes and move along the life line day by day.
one might be able to forgive easily, but it is never that easy to forget.



i will not forget but REMEMBER the reasons why i am the person i am today
and why i will be stronger

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things are looking up, oh finally.

we just keep believing

the worst part is, before it gets any better
we're headed for a cliff
and in the free fall i will realize
i'm better off when i hit the bottom

don't blink

ups & downs

Your work is to discover your world and then with all your heart give yourself to it.

jersey spoof'd

hollaaaa

move forward

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HAVE FAITH IN ME
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rushes in

The way is not in the sky.
The way is in the heart.

he's a beaut.

Vinny | Jersey Shore

past blast

tic-tock

hope that you will come to your senses before its too late.


because i miss you terribly.

shine on

I had been doing alright without a someone in my sights, but I am changing and quickly.

in silence

it's early tuesday morning, my lips are severely chapped and i can't quite put my finger on why there is a permanent smile from ear to ear at least every five minutes on my tired face. things are looking up.

lighten up

The two most important days in a person's life.
1. The day you were born
2. The day you find out why

here is gone

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i feeeeel goood today!!!! wooooo
dani got a job last night all in one day. it was nuts. im the last one on the list. fingers are crossed!

ps. tattoo idea! something along the line of this? maybe her being a mermaid instead.
hmmmm

black ice

2010

new year, new changes. shed some skin.
out with the old and in with the new

here i go, its a new year and i'm making promises to myself that things are going to change.
in order for things to change i have to work towards it and make it happen.
my long term goal is to figure out which path i'm going to take in regards to school.
i have many ideas but haven't found one i am quite set on yet. soon enough!
exercise is my number one, get fit and healthy = be happier.

fearless for 2010.