BREAK IT

slackin on the blogs here. it's monday again already and its almost april.
the new year flew by fast i don't even know what to do with myself.
for the next few weeks i am loaded with shifts at max hours. helloooooo $$$$
i'm thinking of a tattoo consultation soon before summer. still have some research to do on a few places but i'm pretty set on my idea.
anyways, lyndsay will be here in about two weeks now! then come 4/20 and adtr.
couldnt be more stoked for spring time besides the nice weather and no BUGS.

LAST BIT

the whole school subject couldnt be driving me anymore crazy.
i just can't picture it in my head.
anyways, it was beautiful outside today which makes things better.
i can't wait til the sun is shining everyday and everyones in their summer clothes.

ps. you need to really realize how you treat people because no ones gonig to stick around if you keep this up

COMPLETE 360

things are going to change.
it's going to be an intense ride.
i am as ready as i could be.
inhale exhale.
here i go.

CONSISTANCY

SUMMER IS COMING

who doesnt like getting a new bathing suit?
i'm stuck between these two but i'm pretty sure i'm going to end up getting them both
leaning more towards leopard though.

I CAUGHT MYSELF

i should've never thought of you of you
you're pushing and pulling me down to you
but i don't know what i want

MAKE BELIEVE

EAR TO EAR

2:40
today was one of the worst mornings in a long long time.
never ever get hangovers especially after a wednesday, gotta love being draped over a toilet bowl all day long.
i'm going to nap til its dark outside so my batteries are recharged for later.
tomorrow is friday and so not stoked on working til midnight.
making money is essential these days particularly when you have a wish list the size of mine.
each day i realize more and more how things are changing so quickly, and most of it is for the better.
there are a few things i wouldn't mind clearing up though.
people need to realize that life is too short and to just "do" sometimes
no one wants to live a life in regret so what's there too lose.
now i'm just rambling because theres too much in my head.
i really hope things look up from here (fingers crossed) keeping my chin up

SHE'S A LADY

If I could gather up the nerve,
I'd put my feelings into words,
And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless,
I might be able to just soon forget this.
Just forget this.

THEME SONG

it's almost spring! everything is melting and it's wonderful.
i can't wait for april it's going to be a great start to the summer.

24 HR FOG

UNTITLED

he really shows he cares
with his lack of words
and countless stares

you think i'll always be fine
apologies don't last forever
hoping change will come with time